...I'm really sick right now and anyone who finds me attractive has some serious issues of their own.

Such a boring title but today I decided to do something healthy.

This was after realising the presence of a large number of spots on my face.

Well, I ate a banana, an orange (a yucky one nonetheless with like, 0 juice in it), a glass of cranberry juice and a glass of milk. I then took a glass of very warm water, dissolved some sugar in it and applied said water to my lips. (Makes them smoother for some odd reason.)

So tomorrow I should wake up with lovely hair (which has been washed with a new shampoo and straightened), smooth lips and clear skin.

Wishful thinking.

New layout.
YOU LIKE? :D

So I'm feeling particularly isolated tonight.

resume normal service.

Okay.

Dad - A new phone. Motorola U9. :D
Mum - A cuddly toy sheep that bleats when you press it's nose :3
William - 2 Live CD/DVDs. (Linkin Park Live In Texas and MCR's The Black Parade Is Dead o.O I don't really like MCR anymore, but I'll probably still listen to it anyway to be nice.)
Carolyn - 3 CDs. (Basically all 3 Rabbit Junk albums, ordered them a while ago, PURE COINCIDENCE they came on my birthday...) Also, she got me some chocolates. Wewt.
Michael - Lost Odyssey for the 360 and a box of Jelly Babies :P
Stephen - A couple of figures from SAW III! Like, one of the puppet and one of the pig mask with a knife in his hand haha
Relatives - £90 combined

So yeah.
Good haul?

we're not the same dear as we used to be.
the seasons have changed and so have we.
there was little we could say and even less that we could do,
to stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.

we buried our love in a wintry grave.
a lump in the snow was all that remained.
but we stayed by its side, as the days turned to weeks.
and the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak.

and when spring arrived, we were taken by surprise
when the floes under our feet bled into the sea
and nothing was left for you and me.

we're not the same dear and it seems to me.
there's nowhere we can go with nothing underneath.
and it saddens me to say what we both knew was true.
that the ice was getting thinner under me and you.

the ice was getting thinner under me and you.

I'd love to update you all on everything... but christ I don't know what to say.
And I don't want to say anything until everything is finalised and sorted out.
All I will say is, I've been a LOT happier the past few weeks...

Anyway, my weight has plummeted back down to probably err... 102-104ish from 112.
I'm not sure why, but I could say staying up until 6am without eating since 11pm had something to do with it.
Hair is getting longer so yay at that.
Still 5'7", (or 5'6.6 to be more precise, I just round it up) so I've stopped growing. Dayam.

I start work for my dad tomorrow. Not looking forward to it. It sounds boring. I get to sort out his documents for him and make new folders on his computer as well as making tea. Great fun.
I think I get a free McDonalds or Subway at lunch for it though.

Birthday on Friday. 17. Great. People will probably expect me to do stuff. Like driving. I don't want to drive. I get travel sick. :(

My little Jellycat is getting bigger. Everyone's feeding him round here. We should put a note around his neck telling them not to. He's going to be obese.

Rocky, is still alive, fortunately, considering the vet saying in September last year that he'd be lucky is he lasted until Christmas. Yeah, he's still good. Still skinny, huge stomach from the fluid and stuff (he has tablets for that) and the poor thing has an ulcer in his left eye which I'm sure is sore, but we have some icky green stuff for that. So I mean, he's not going to die anytime soon, unless he has a massive random heart attack which would be awful but probably easier if it happens in his sleep and we don't have to get him put down. I'm feeling very emotional now so I'll stop talking about that.

So a quick update there. I'm still not talking about everything and I'm sure you'll maybe figure out what everything includes, especially as this is a public entry. :D